What has brought this on? Well... the fact that I just dished out $145 for school and still owe another $100-something. *sighs* Eventually, I'll get all this school stuff done. EVENTUALLY! And I'll have a degree. That's a good thought even though it scares the living hell out of me. The whole thought of being an adult and standing on my own two feet alone really scares me a lot. A LOT! I guess that's why I hold on to being a kid so tightly. I don't want to be an adult yet.
It's like I'm taking an exam that I'm totally not prepared for and didn't know about in advance. That's totally a bad thing.