llewej irol (icarianbird) wrote,
llewej irol
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I absolutely love this song and, now that I've listened to it a few times online and located the lyrics, I realize that this is my perfect apology to Stephen for the way I was/have been acting.

Crossfade -- Cold

Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
(I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold)

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
(I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so...)

Cold to you I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now I can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
(I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold)

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
(I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold)

I never meant to be so... cold.

I never really
Wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really
Wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
(I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold)

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
(I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold)



Okay so... Enough of that.

Stephen has convinced me to make some early Valentine's plans since he's coming home from his Mom's Thursday or Friday. I won't go into details, but I actually think it's an outstanding idea. Some special time between the two of us. Plus he's been at his Mom's for a week. I'm sure he's got plans of his own. Heehee.

Anyways. So since it was always his thing while we were dating, I never really got into the whole valentines thing. So this year, it's all about me doing it for him. I think it's only fair. I should add that he promised to pay me back since my money goes toward my bills. That's what made me really consider it. He wanted to do it and he promised to pay me back. Wonderful conversation. I didn't even think we were going to do anything together for Valentine's and her I am making plans. I'm going to make a run for some nice candles and things tomorrow after class. Mostly because today mom wants me to go home and do laundry. BAH! LAUNDRY! HA!

Well. I'm gonna try to finish a little more of my notes. I'm trying to type them up. :)
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