June 7th, 2002

[xkcd] Rapture

Its Friday, isn't it?

Well, well, well. I'm finally able to get back on the comp. Much sooner than I expected too. *sigh* I'm just ready to find a job to get my mom and dad off my back. I got my car keys taken away because I didn't go to the Employment Office one day. And even Stephen is disappointed with me. This sucks. I hate it when people are disappointed with me. I don't mean to be a disappointment to everyone. I just kinda am. *Sigh* Whatever. I guess i'm done feeling depressed at the moment. Maybe i'll check back later.

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[xkcd] Rapture

That personaly/color block test ...

Your Existing Situation
Active, outgoing, and restless. Feels frustrated by the slowness with which events develop along the desired lines. This leads to irritability, changeability, and lack of persistence when pursuing a given objective.

Your Stress Sources
Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates her and inhibits her readiness to give herself freely. While she wants to surrender and let herself go, she regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, she feels, will lift her above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Circumstances are such that she feels forced to compromise for the time being if she is to avoid being cut off from affection or from full participation.
Becomes distressed when her needs or desires are misunderstood and feels that she has no one to turn to or rely on. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.

Feels that she is receiving less than her share and that there is no one on whom she can rely for sympathy and understanding. Pent-up emotions and a certain egocentricity make her quick to take offense, but she realizes that she has to make the best of things as they are.

Your Desired Objective
Desires a tranquil, peaceful state of harmony offering quiet contentment and a sense of belonging.

Your Actual Problem
Wants to be valued and respected, and seeks this from a close and peaceful association of mutual esteem.

Hmmm... i dunno. I only skimmed it but some of it agrees with my personality. *shivers* Scarey.
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