January 12th, 2007

[omg] 'the cards say you're screwed'

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I just ended a relationship that spanned almost 10 years...

But I feel better?

Yes. I do.

It hurts me to say that, but I do. I don't know if I still love him or not, but I can't be with him. Things are just too hard and too wrong. I want freedom from what seems like a prison. I'm going to pay him the money I owe him and be done with him.

For good this time too. I can't do it again.

And no... still not back yet.

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