January 15th, 2009

[ppgz] [trio] 'my fandom'

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I know why part of my inspiration is gone. It's because the people I really enjoyed writing with are no longer here to feed my inspiration. I'm having a lot of trouble writing anymore and it is really eating away at me. Really badly. I've got a couple of people to bounce things off of but they are nowhere near as good as those who I once wrote with. I'm so tired of looking at all this stuff. I really just don't want to do it anymore. I don't want to look at anything that would have the potential for me to even write on it, in it, or around it. I have nothing to inspire me to write and no one to read any of it. I can't even get people to reply to my bog entries with actual replies rather than being idiots (a few have made actual replies, but that's extremely rare). I suppose this means I'm done with writing. There's no spark. Maybe I've fallen out of love with it as I did with Stephen?

I'm gonna go watch Powerpuff Girlz Z on my iPod. I'm somewhere in season 2 and still loving it. As soon as I get the urge (like probably never) I'm going to make more icons from ppgz because there are a few that would be totally awesome.

EDIT: And I can't sleep, since I've somehow wandered into my old sleep schedule, and so I'm going to see if I can finish FF3. Hopefully I can without dying. It would be bad to go through this entire world of darkness and die on the final boss.

EDIT: I got to the freakin' end and the bitch killed me. >_< I had one of her tentacles dead too. Damn it. Now I have to start all over. I think I'll find something else to play for a bit.