I do not want to go to work. I do not want these people here (I think we've hit seven now). I do not want my grandmother to be so sick and lying in that hospital. There are a lot of "do not wants," but not enough happy thoughts.
There's no real telling how much longer my grandmother will last in the hospital. I'm just hoping that death isn't an option right now. I miss her.
Now, my mother is back and is telling me that she's not responding at all.