llewej irol (icarianbird) wrote,
llewej irol

Too much caffeine...

What happens when you drink two Pepsis (Pepsies?) and two Dr. Peppers over an eight hour period? You're body is tired, but your mind is wide awake, that's what. Well, it's not just that. Old muses seem to want to come alive in my brain and I can't get them to shut the hell up. I don't have the energy to invest in them (especially considering their games are quite dead), but I can't figure out how to put them to rest without writing something for them. Of course, the current characters all decide they don't want a damn thing to do with me while the old ones are running around in my head and so I'm stuck in a virtual limbo as I try to figure out what I need to be doing right now. I'm hoping that making a journal entry will soothe the writing addiction enough for me to lay down and actually sleep, but I doubt it will work. My fingers just want to fly across the keys, but I have nothing for them to type. And, no, typing gibberish will not work. My fingers know the difference between gibberish and real words, it seems, and so I've go to figure out something to do to fix this block. Holiday time always does this to me. I'm only semi-inspired and I don't know what to do about it. I feel like I need something (or someone) new to spark me up, but I'm too tired to find that something/someone. I miss when things flowed out of my head with ease. Maybe I've been playing too much Xbox? Surely not. Why would that sap the mental power away? It's not like I actually use my mind for that.

*sigh* I hate being awake when I know I've got to work. :(

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