llewej irol (icarianbird) wrote,
llewej irol
icarianbird
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My first entry...

How... quaint. My first Livejournal entry. I finally got the thing downloaded to do it. Never thought about doing it before. I guess it wasn't as big a trouble as I thought. Its about 4:20 in the a.m. and i'm just doing a lil bit of internet house cleaning. Checking up on my neglected pages and working on making them better. (if anyone really wants to check some pages out, try http://communities.msn.com/FenixFireTavernInn or http://elfwood.lysator.liu.se/libr/j/e/jewell ) I'm really just tired, but i don't want to go to bed yet. Seems early mornin' is the only time i can actually be by myself. I've been having some really tough times here lately. I don't really know why. I've just been pulled to my limits I guess. *sigh* I'm trying to get a job. Mom's turned it around from me volunteering to find work to I MUST find work. But the rewards will be grand. Lori'll be gettin' a new car! Well... newer than mine. Anything is newer than mine... Hopefully I'll find work. I need the cash for college.
Well... I shouldn't go babbling off into the blue until I introduce myself. I'm Lori. A 19 yr old college freshman from Arkansas. I'm tired, a depressive, and majoring in Chemistry. *can hear the groans for miles* Chem's cool... I enjoy lab. *shrugs* Whatever. I'm dating a great guy who's just as screwed up as me which helps whenever i'm low. I was always a depressed child and now i'm dating a manic depressive who just so happens to be an alcoholic. *HA* How screwed up can my world be? But it's all okay. We're happy together. Someone to hold on to when the depression rears its ugly head. We're planning to wed after I'm out of college. No sooner than that. He's more into my degree than I am! *shrugs* I guess that's a good thing. I've got a couple of friends still hanging around from H.S. They work over in the next town so I know I can always see them whenever. I've also got a pretty neat internet friend. He prolly doesn't think much of himself as i do, but I love him to death so of course he's worth mentioning.
*Sigh* other than that... I'm not much to look at. Dark blonde hair, blue eyes. Really tall. Heavy set. *blah* Nuff bout me. What else can I say? I'm a writer. I try to write short stories, but I never really get them finished. Um... I love video games. I mean LOVE them. Star Wars nut. (EPISODE TWO! MAY 16TH!!!!! I'M SO EXCITED!) Music nut. *sigh* I'm just me. Anyways. Not much else to say. Guess I'll type my shorts I was working on and get back to my sites.

LORI
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