llewej irol (icarianbird) wrote,
llewej irol

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Frightened... No... Petrified...

I know i shouldn't be scared of my surgery... but i'm petrified. I'm completely freaked. All i'm doin' is gettin' 4 little incisions about and inch and a half long each and i'm freakin' out. There's just so many things that are running through my mind about the surgery. I'm so scared that something bad is going to happen to me and somehow Stephen's going to be alone. That's my worst fear. I don't want Stephen to have to be without me. I love him too much. *sigh*

I just keep repeating to him and myself how simple this procedure is so hopefully it'll all be okay...


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